Thursday, January 31, 2008
DAy 29 1/31/08 Is Pensivity a word?
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Day 28 1/30/08 Father time
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Day 27 1/29/08 What to lose
Monday, January 28, 2008
Day 26 1/28/08 The air we breathe
I have been up for an unusually long time already this morning, and it's given me a lot of time to knit, reflect and let my mind wander. I' checked my email, no response yet from my first application. I checked the internet this weekend and no postings that really strike my fancy. I'm growing weary and concerned, but my husband assures me things will be fine. I still know I made the right decision. Everything happens for a reason. In the words of Greg, "off to..."
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Day 25 1/25/08 What will be, will be
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Day 24 1/24/08 Cover Me, Cover Letter
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Day 22 1/23/08 Naked Lunch... minus the naked part
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Day 21 1/22/08 Wine and Whiners
Day 20 1/21/08 MLK Day
Today it dawns on me. Today, MLK day it dawns on me. After a productive day of reflection, Program 5 on the treadmill, lunch date with family friend and mom, homemade pizza it dawns on me. It dawns on me at
Day 19 1/18/08 Ouch
Day 18 1/17/08 Happy birthday boy
Day 16 1/15/08 I love the 80's
Day 15 1/14/08 More than a Bangle bracelet
Day 14 1/11/08
Day 13 1/10/08 Not Friday the 13th
Day 12 1/9/08 What is there to say
Day 11 1/8/08 Not my lucky day
Day 10 1/7/08 Double Digits
Day 9 1/4/08 On the road AGAIN
Day 8, for real 1/3/08 Ladies who Lunch and Martha sucks
I've officially, for today at least, become a lady who lunches. I'm going to go meet a good girlfriend today for lunch. Once I gave my notice everyone at work joked that we were going to have lunch every day and just bum around. We are having lunch, and might do it again, but I didn't resign my post just so her and I could do lunch. I won't lie though; I am hoping we go Mexican so I can have a margarita at least. That would kick tequila ass! I dreamt a lot last night again, though I can't remember my dreams from last night. I woke up around 9 refreshed and ready for the day. I can't remember a string of days in which I awoke recharged for the day. It is a good feeling. As Martha Stewart would say, it's a”good thing". Speaking of her, she really bugs. I've been able to catch her on the craft channel lately and wow is she bitchy. She thinks she is the most perfect gift at the craft table. I felt bad for her guests. Her guests, the ones that CAME with the ideas were treated like worker bees. Ah, I could go on, and I digress. There is a lot more to be said about Martha and her addictive TV shows that I can't seem to stop watching. I will stop. She bugs me and I must take a stand.
Day 7 1/2/08 I don't even know what day it is
Interlude: 1/1/08
2008 is going to be great (and I’m going to try to lose weight)!
* disclaimer that I am not responsible for anything in parenthesis
Day 6 12/31/07 It's the end of the world as we know it... the end of 2007 at least
"guest". I wonder if I'll always know what's underlying in the commercials and print ads and in store signage. I wonder if I'll ever stop caring or even noticing.
Today is the last day of 2007. What a year it has been. It's like I've done nothing and everything all in the same year. It's like I was so scared that I just had to jump without a net. I know people think I'm crazy, but I'm going to make 2008 the best I can be. It has to be my year. It has to be our year. " 2008 is going to be great, and I might lose a little weight" Cheers!
Day 5 12/28/07 Got Crabs?
Day 4 12/27/07 The Final Countdown
I am counting all the days of "non work" including the weekends, and I think that may be a bit unfair. I will Mlog (aka my Blog. Also a distant reference to The Office where Michaels talks of his girlfriends anatomy that hang off "m'ladies chest") on weekend but only keep track of actual days to be fair. I had so many dreams last night I don't know where they came from. They mainly involved my high school friends and all of us trying to out to the bars. However, now that I'm up I realize there is a lot of grey area that I can't recall. When I was in the moment it all felt so real. I can even recall in my dream sitting at a dining room table talking to one friend on my right, but subtly overhearing the conversation of my two friends across the table. Those friends had dated years ago and from what I could overhear there were finally making peace with each other. I finally awoke after many hours of slumber. My years in the rat race have worn me out. I sleep so much these days, just letting myself drift into sleep and awake when my body tells me to. It is a luxurious life that I'm sure I could get used to. However, when we get home from holiday travel I will have to set an alarm and get up at a decent hour. I plan to wake up, exercise and then check things of my "to do" list. I will also start the job search and resume distribution, but I am still trying to enjoy this idle time. Thought, admittedly, unless I had some sort of part time or charity work lined up, I could not imagine not working long term. That's what I say today...
Day 3 12/26/07 What Dreams May Come
Interlude: 12/25/07 Sleeping Beauty, Tired Beauty
Day 2 12/24/07
Not much more can be said on Christmas Eve, of Christmas Eve. Thoughts centered on friends and family, nothing more, it were a good day!
Day 1.75 12/23/07 Prancer & Pedicures
T'was the night before Christmas and come lookey, lookey all in the house were stuck baking cookies. Sugars one, nut rolls with homemade bread on the side. Day three still feels like vacation, Christmas vacation. We spent the morning lounging and baking and an hour of our afternoon we spend in spa chairs. I could get use to the spa chairs. I love them. The silky warm bath you plunge you feel like Calgon has taken you away. When I make my first million I'm going on install one of these chairs in a special room. When I make my first million I am also going to send my husband to select cosmetology classes so he can learn to give me pedicures. I think this plan will go over well. Day three feels much like day 1 and 2, I'm sure as the distance between having a job and not have a job lengthens things will start to feel differently and the days will start to distance themselves.